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KALASHNIKOV THEORY!

 
it's been a crazy night. look's like luke and geoff are no more. it's a shame, but we all have to learn lessons.

posted by Luke at 7:00 PM

 
oh yeah, everyone should check out the Kalashnikov Theory website. that band is so fucking core.

i can't believe they mentioned Geoff! on that note, we've been getting along much better now - now that everyone hates us.

posted by Luke at 6:16 PM

 
so, those lamerz at the dec printed that stupid article about blogging. geoff and i come off as total idiots. the article doesn't even make any fucking sense. it's exactly like i thought it would be. those dudes who wrote it must have been high or some shit. i shoulda known better. i feel weird being mentioned in an article filled with drug references. if i see them i'm gonna punch them in the nose.
you can read if you wanna. just take it with a grain of salt. i just hope some people won't take it the wrong way....

all i can say is whatever.....

good clean fun.

that's what it's all about.

posted by Luke at 6:08 PM

 
Geoff,

I see that you have been reading my blog, man. for one, this internetblog on the worldwideinternetweb is not meant for you to read. but since you do, i feel that i should respond to what's been going on between us.
so, everything's out in the open now. yes, it was i that kicked you in the ear. i just couldn't believe you were putting the moves on zoe. plus, kalashnikov theory's "rape the rich" does weird things to me, fucked up shit. i couldn't help myself. i've been kicking myself in the ear 24-7 since it happened - on the inside. it's been tearing me up side knowing that i hurt my best friend. on top of that, i was giving you shit about breaking your edge. i've just been going through a lot, and it hurt to see my bud selling out.
what you wrote about the time we met, blasting "killing flame," fucking brought me to tears, man. it's moments like that that make all the shit worth it - all the pain, rage, raundhauses to the ear.
fuck, we're gonna get through this, man.

xxxsXexxx

Luke2damax

btw, i hope those stupid fucks that interviewed us for the Dec don't make us look like wusses. it'll probably be some stupid article filled with lame sexual metaphors and gratuitous drug references. fuck that shit, man.
posted by Luke at 7:04 PM

 
more blogging from the bunker:

i'm so pissed at geoff right now. the fucking pussy broke his edge. wtf? the careful reader of his MOC profile would notice that he is interested in (and i quote!) "being sXe forever." take that down, geoff! take it down now! fucking selltout... not to mention all his psycho behavior towards me lately....

anyways, i guess i can understand it after all the drama/trauma he's been through - getting wailed on by me (don't tell him it was me if you see him), losing his hearing, losing his friends. i guess it's just more than he can take.

newayz, things have been rough for me too, what with being chased around all day. kinda blew.

no one understands me. i feel really alone all the times, even in a crowd of my friends. it's like, i just wish i could be comfortable in my skin. i need to compose some poesy to express how i feel. regard:

alone, a wreath of wrath,
small child, crying, lost
smell of decay, hell of delay
i am gone
there is no one
but that is a lie. i am still here
i still have fear.
death used to be so near.

i feel better (for now....)
posted by Luke at 8:03 PM

 
i hope geoff's not reading this post.

i'm really torn up inside. i don't know if i should tell geoff that it was me that kicked him in the head at the kalashnikov theory show.

god, with this whole "alderman princess" debacle, i think he might do something we'd both regret. i don't want to lose geoff as a friend. we've been inseperable since first year, the countless HC shows, the good times, the vegan princesses, the innumerable pits in which we've slammed. all that could come to a crashing halt if he finds out. he might never speak to me again, or worse - punch me in the nose.
yet, i feel so burdened just knowing that i was the fagwag that put geoff outta commision. all this fuckin pent up shit is fuckin with my head.

i am my own worst enemy.

i hope shit doesn't get fucked up when me and geoff and the gang watch 'haxors' from the bunker 2n1t3.

*sigh*

i need a vacation.
posted by Luke at 7:33 PM

 
ok, i'm not even going to mention the shit that's been going on in the past few day. geoff's totally gone over the edge. it's not even worth mentioning. i don't know what to say.
like, he's all accusing me of stealing his lady and some shit. like i'd do that to a friend. wtf?!!1 he's so paranoid and psycho.
maybe it's all the painkillers or some shit...

let's just move on.
posted by Luke at 7:21 PM

 
sup peeps? it's luke doing a little late nite blogging from my makeshift bunker in gooch/dillard with a friend.

here's to wishing geoff a speedy recovery. :+ )

looks like our enemies are hot on our heels, so we had to place an armed guard outside geoff's room.

let's rally around geoff. for him. for us.
posted by Luke at 12:51 AM

 
disregard my previous post, guys. i wish we could put all this booshit behind us and be budz again, like it was a few weeks ago. man, i remember bloggin it up in alderman, snackin on vegan mike and ike's, listening to kalashnikov theory . those were the days. i wish we could have them back. i want things to be back to normal when geoff gets out of the hospital. let's work this out for him.

geoff, get better, man.



christian, chris, bryan....we still d00derz?
posted by Luke at 9:42 PM

 
bloggin' from the bunker! STEP TO THIS AND YOU'LL BE MISSING SOME VITAL SIGNS!!!!1


posted by Luke at 9:31 PM

 
i feel a little bit better after visiting geoff in the hospital today. brought him a laptop so he blog all day and all nite like a mofo. the only this, christian didn't show up. wtf???!!!1 man, he's becoming a total sellout. bryan and chris were there. if you're not gonna support the scene, the scene's not gonna support you. that's all i gotta say. whatever.

oh yeah, zoe's all nursing him back to health and shit, and that kinda makes me nervous, especially after last night when he was all hitting on her and some shit. i don't wanna trash my budanymore, so let's just leave it at that. (for now.)

all i gotta say is: christian, you owe geoff an apology. step up and be a man.

zoe, call me tonight if you have the time! :+)






posted by Luke at 4:38 PM

 
man, the shite really hit the fan last night. lemme slow down...
*deep breath*

ok, so like me, christian, geoff, chris, zoe, and the aldermen rode up to dc for the kalashnikov theory show. it was this kick ass five bands for five dollar HarDCore show. carbine, rusted truth, sword on sword, rancor totally kicked our collective asses!

ok, and while KT were tearing us new ones, i did the only a respectable hardcore sxe vegan d00d would do: JUMP IN THE FUCKIN PIT! things get a little bit blurry at this point, but all i remember was seeing geoff totally putting the moves on zoe! wtf???!!!!1 that fucking fagwad knows i'm like totally into her! how could he???!!!1 anyways, next thing i know KT's doling out some punishment with 'rape the rich,' and i'm roundhousing off the stage right into geoff's filthy lying head!

what was i thinking? what does zoe think of me now? she probably thinks i'm some muscleheaded dicksuck who just goes around pounding dudes, someone like geoff. (maybe that's her thing. i dunno).

things just got outta control, and now my best bud's 1) in the hospital 2) totally fucking deaf! i'm such an assholelamer.

i'm so bummed right now, and i don't even know if he knows it was me that put the ownage on his bonage.

whatever.




posted by Luke at 4:32 PM

 

man, the kalashnikov theory show is gonna own my bones. there's nothing better than a harDCore show with my buds! Christian, Bryan, Geoff, and Chris, u d00dz r ch1pp1n n f0r g4s!!!



posted by Luke at 2:08 PM

 
man, i'm really worried about Geoff right now. he's totally headz over heelz for this new girl round grounds. like REALLY headz over heelz! like, he was all like 'let's go to her brown room and drop off this kalashnikov theory cd, so that she'll decide to go to their show tonight in dc.' BUT, she wasn't there, and he totally just walks in there! wtf??? so, i'm standing there outside her room and it's really uncomfortable. he's all in there for like 5 minutes doing god knows what. prolly smelling her undies and shit. but, then she walks up, and i'm just like hi and i wave and give her a wierd look like 'i'm sorry.' anyways, long story short, she's totally freaked out needless to say! now i'm totally on her bad list.
all this cuz this girl went to that SF tourney with him in Harrisonburg yesterday. classic stalker behavior.

this girl will remain nameless to protect her innocence. (hey, at least it's not Zoe).

posted by Luke at 2:00 PM